I just called the RE and scheduled an appointment for August to talk to her about trying for number two. I've been thinking about it for a long time but just couldn't get myself going to do it. Then I saw how much Bean could really roll with the punches on this trip we just took and started thinking a lot about how long we wanted to have between babies, if we have any control over it. So all the sudden I felt ready and I just sat down and did it. And it felt really good. Scary, but good.